what's going on with life ? doesn't we all are born to enjoy it ? so why we always want to bring our self into a messy situation ? in fact, the good is in front of the eye. why we don't catch it ? or maybe keep it ?
hmmmm... we're human, aren't we. we are never satisfied with something. we love challenge.
i've always tell my boy to be grateful with his life. 'cause God put him into an incredible one. and if he not careful, it gonna throw him down. this is maybe why i always learn from his mistake. so that, i could find mine too. the point is, don't blame anyone who always made a mistake. maybe that source is come from us. so, what ever happened. i thank God for gave me the best guy on earth who had destroyed my entire life and make it more interesting.
a few days ago, some of my friend's talk to me about their life, especially their relationship. i know they're really in trouble. or not... they put them self to the trouble. they had a great life, great relationship, but if you ask that is it enough ? the answer is BIG NO. they still want to give some test to their heart and bad news, here's come the dilemma. but i know they love it. even they cry for it. they just love it with the un-explain reason. and my function rightnow is to watch them, hopely they'll not making a wrong move.
do i need more drama for my life ? hohoho i'm a drama queen and also a dead man walking. that's why i really feel sorry for my self to involved it this far. so, that's enough. thanks for always read my blog. even i know it's seriously wasting time.
cheers :)
